Long Beach, Washington, June 2012
This is the moment on the sand
when I see what it is that lies here at my feet
tangled in the driftwood
flecked with feathers
draped with seaweed
Yellow chunks of insulation
from soba shops and sake stores
from houses
upon houses
Shoyu pooled brown in bottles
mouthwash and toothbrushes
a television
from kitchens and living rooms
from bathrooms and bedrooms
I walk the snaking strandline
over sandals
and the soles of rubber boots
I know now each thing has its meaning
This is not trash
Nobody threw these things away
What show was Ojii-chan watching
that sunny Friday afternoon
when the alert came on?
What dish was Obaa-chan making
when the floor bucked and swayed
when the contents of her cupboards
fell down upon her
the shouts
of neighbors ringing through the streets?
Where could they have run
as sirens blared
and the ocean roared behind them
as she lost her sandal on the stairs?
That night here seven thousand miles from home
I watched my childhood washed away
in blackened surf
in wooden waves
I stand here now and know
I can never go home again
But borne on blackened surf
on wooden waves
home has come to me.
(UPDATE: You can now read this poem in Japanese as well.)
I like this, Andrew. I like your line, “Looking for one decent planet.”
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Thanks. The banner tagline is from a Thoreau quote: “What is the use of a house if you don’t have a decent planet to put it on?”
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Andy, Your beachcombing experience evokes deep emotions within me. It’s been 22 years now since leaving Japan, but the flotsam of the past still bumps some tender nerves. Thanks for writing and posting this. I enjoy reading your prose and poetry. Keep it up.
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